`yijunn. Sunday, August 31, 2008
hmm realised i havent blogged properly in ages, but that's because there's really nothing much to blog about.life's just been a boring routine of studying, but occassionally injected with moments of fun (:
and i guess those little things make studying somewhat more bearable.
friday was a great day, because it was shun's birthday so i got to catch up with her and juju and it was awesome, before talking on the phone with jess haha (: so much for teacher's day celebrations! ><
then went out to study with angel which was so unproductive because we kept talking and as a result decided to give up and walk around taka instead haha.
last night was just a lot of time on the phone haha.
then today! just went to meet my awesome cousin hahah :D and spend awesome time because i am such a fun person, admit it melanie HAHAHAHA (: in a strangely coincidental/ reminiscent way of the events last year haha.
haha after a series of failed jumpshots like the above with the timer... (i mean who the hell jumps like that together ohgosh! how embarrassing haha!)
we finally succeeded! after chasing away a gazillion couples at the istana park haha!
WHOOPEEEE (:
and dessert! yummy!
and i dont really feel like blogging anything else about the mundane, just because.
but the end is near, and it scares me a lot. there's no time to feel/think much, but when it hits me it's actually quite worrying. we're so caught up with studying and our individual lives, that it seems like a premonition of what's going to come after the As. without school as a binding mechanism, how many people will we still keep in touch with? will we still remain friends, or even talk to each other anymore beyond jc? it's already taking so much effort now, and i think it's only going to get harder. maybe i'm just "So empty on the inside,/So busy out there".
but i guess looking beyond the shitz that happened, i'm pretty much grateful for everything else. i actually had tons to say about it but what does it matter anymore. even if i've said it a million times, i don't think you've ever really heard it anyway. but today was awesome, because i was having so much fun i kind of forgot(: this time last year, i wouldn't know how i would get through this year, but in the end, i guess somehow, i did.
i have no idea why i'm typing all this when i should actually be doing the thick stack of prelim papers in front of me, but i guess its because my grades are probably one of the last things i'll even remember if i were to sit down and reminisce about jc ten years down the road. i know how sometimes everyone talks about how crappy jc is, myself included, because it failed to meet all our expectations of it. but i think we do have to acknowledge the good things that came out of it too, undeniably.
i think studying really saps all your energy such that you have no time to think about anything else, so now i end up sounding like i'm just rambling on endlessly. but i just thought that today's a day that warrants some kind of reflection i guess.
你说会记得我, 还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗 心还会痛吗